dear right on it diary,
the perception of help is difficult to accept when you don't immediately feel the need for assistance. it is hard to drink when you're not thirsty. it seems important to me to just keep on, no matter if the help is there or not, it is my nature to just keep on- to gain the distance- fuck speed. i prolly could have done a better job in the end WITH HELP, but it still got done. here come all the suggestions about how i could have done it better, but i didn't ask for help. prolly cuz i didn't need it.
the perception of help is difficult to accept when you don't immediately feel the need for assistance. it is hard to drink when you're not thirsty. it seems important to me to just keep on, no matter if the help is there or not, it is my nature to just keep on- to gain the distance- fuck speed. i prolly could have done a better job in the end WITH HELP, but it still got done. here come all the suggestions about how i could have done it better, but i didn't ask for help. prolly cuz i didn't need it.
