October 5, 2011

the tare on the snap scale

dear derailing diary,

particular reasons keep me from snapping sometimes and the first time i trained myself in the art of restraint i became impatient as the process was all consuming and not rewarding at first. with time and practice i learned the skill and know now it truly is an art. it seems like every time i pull into hollywood it is from a different direction and i get mega confused until i get to my center and then i zero out and i'm square. i know my way around that place like the back of my hand and the closer it gets to the time to go there, the squirmier i feel. i hate to have to snap on people, but if you always get in my way- ima prolly end up snapping at some point. you can even ask becky, i'll flip a lid on her ass when she gets to acting like she ain't got brain one in her sweet head too.