October 1, 2011

time swerved

dear emotional issues diary,

i think i would make a good prisoner in solitary confinement because i sleep so much and stay in one area all day. i don't mind being in a small dark room for long periods of time either, as long as the lights are off. the last time i was in the county lock-up, they didn't shut the lights all the way off and i had to cover up my eyes with a washrag that kinda smelled like dirty feet. i would think in solitary, the lights would be dimmer. i think i could prolly do about four years before it would really start to bother me. if i had a computer or pencil and paper, you could easily double that time. if i had to be locked up with others though and have daily interactions, i'd break down after about a week. i just cant be every one's friend. i'd rather have no friends at all. i cant trust anyone in jail.