dear up and sideways diary,
i don't climb down ladders. in real life they freak me out. it's like this, i don't have a problem going UP the ladder, but i cant come back down- i have to jump. do you think that is weird? i cant physically get from like the roof ON to the ladder. in my dream last night i was going up a ladder and kinda thought i was going to have to come back down and it stopped me from going up any further, but the man at the top of the ladder kept trying to get me to come higher. as long as i never make it to the top and get off, i can get back down without incident, but if i let go of the ladder, i'm fucked.
i don't climb down ladders. in real life they freak me out. it's like this, i don't have a problem going UP the ladder, but i cant come back down- i have to jump. do you think that is weird? i cant physically get from like the roof ON to the ladder. in my dream last night i was going up a ladder and kinda thought i was going to have to come back down and it stopped me from going up any further, but the man at the top of the ladder kept trying to get me to come higher. as long as i never make it to the top and get off, i can get back down without incident, but if i let go of the ladder, i'm fucked.
