dear pay the rent diary,
loading the dishwasher just now made me realize i haven't done that for a while. maria hasn't been here for a few weeks either and the sink is dirty behind the faucet. it's the little things i take for granted when my housekeeper blows me off multiple weeks in a row. i suppose it would be a great time to look for a new housekeeper or start doing some of the things myself. i wish i'd paid better attention to how it was she actually did some of those things i liked so much. just loading the dishwasher has fucked up my paintjob from last week. now ima either have to file down my nails shorter or just ignore them because i ain't painting them again until tuesday. i hate painting my nails now. it's boring. it makes me so tired. i used to paint them every day, looking back- i don't see how. but then i used to blog here twenty times a day and i cant do that anymore either- it seems. yes, one more year in bed. that is all i have left to do. then i can get up again.
loading the dishwasher just now made me realize i haven't done that for a while. maria hasn't been here for a few weeks either and the sink is dirty behind the faucet. it's the little things i take for granted when my housekeeper blows me off multiple weeks in a row. i suppose it would be a great time to look for a new housekeeper or start doing some of the things myself. i wish i'd paid better attention to how it was she actually did some of those things i liked so much. just loading the dishwasher has fucked up my paintjob from last week. now ima either have to file down my nails shorter or just ignore them because i ain't painting them again until tuesday. i hate painting my nails now. it's boring. it makes me so tired. i used to paint them every day, looking back- i don't see how. but then i used to blog here twenty times a day and i cant do that anymore either- it seems. yes, one more year in bed. that is all i have left to do. then i can get up again.
