dear today my friend learned diary,
and along comes a text message came bursting into my phone today, without warning i might add, and here's the thing, i didn't know it was coming. so that's fine. i read it. it wasn't like some retarded whore sent a picture of the unibomber's giant penis, which i might add- i would prolly recognize if i saw that image even if presented on my tiny phone screen- but still. i'll never understand how it is that people really don't understand that i kinda do have feelings under this hardcore exterior. it almost amazes me that people who've known me SO long act like they don't know who and what Karma is and i fucking live in harmony with the universe as much as i possibly can. i learned that you get what you give in life, and it can hurt to learn that when you have nothing to give. but when you finally do start giving, you'll start getting and you may get yours first, but then you'll watch me get mine over and over and over again. i think my friend said she was sorry today and i am glad she took time out of her day to do all that, but i know how things are between us now and for me, there ain't no going back.
and along comes a text message came bursting into my phone today, without warning i might add, and here's the thing, i didn't know it was coming. so that's fine. i read it. it wasn't like some retarded whore sent a picture of the unibomber's giant penis, which i might add- i would prolly recognize if i saw that image even if presented on my tiny phone screen- but still. i'll never understand how it is that people really don't understand that i kinda do have feelings under this hardcore exterior. it almost amazes me that people who've known me SO long act like they don't know who and what Karma is and i fucking live in harmony with the universe as much as i possibly can. i learned that you get what you give in life, and it can hurt to learn that when you have nothing to give. but when you finally do start giving, you'll start getting and you may get yours first, but then you'll watch me get mine over and over and over again. i think my friend said she was sorry today and i am glad she took time out of her day to do all that, but i know how things are between us now and for me, there ain't no going back.
