dear watching the clock again diary,
even in my dreams i couldn't get away from time. i cant stop thinking about it. i saw many clocks for sale while sleeping and even picked out the one i intended on buying. i cant get past the notion that we humans DID NOT INVENT TIME, we adapted to it. knowing that we as a whole species can change makes all the difference to me. things in our world didn't get this way overnight and they certainly wont correct themselves in a day or even two, but if we didn't define time, how long is a day? maybe shit got all fucked up because our perceptions have been all skewed. with so many scientists and theorists arguing over how the existence of time came to be, maybe we aren't even here yet. the reality you think you know may be just your reality, or no reality at all. we all come installed with internal 'time' pieces and if yours is even the slightest bit out of sync with the universal time, well, that's when you think your life is perfect and your wedding ring means something.
even in my dreams i couldn't get away from time. i cant stop thinking about it. i saw many clocks for sale while sleeping and even picked out the one i intended on buying. i cant get past the notion that we humans DID NOT INVENT TIME, we adapted to it. knowing that we as a whole species can change makes all the difference to me. things in our world didn't get this way overnight and they certainly wont correct themselves in a day or even two, but if we didn't define time, how long is a day? maybe shit got all fucked up because our perceptions have been all skewed. with so many scientists and theorists arguing over how the existence of time came to be, maybe we aren't even here yet. the reality you think you know may be just your reality, or no reality at all. we all come installed with internal 'time' pieces and if yours is even the slightest bit out of sync with the universal time, well, that's when you think your life is perfect and your wedding ring means something.
