January 15, 2012

don't do it there (unless you're scared)

dear church diary,

not knowing how to act has always been a big issue for me and i have found that being paid helps me focus. i can follow a script pretty well usually. convincing the higher authority figures is where i always hit the snag. i am good though, i just don't know how well i will do on the big screen test. if everything was done face to face, i might have a chance- a better one anyway. just let me get a plan and a five minute stand and i'm on that shit. first you gotta find the right venue, prepare your body as if it was the menu, spend extra time on your hair and nails, then spread your wings and set sail. one could assume things would surly always turn out a success, but it doesn't and you flip the page and move on to the next. just know your writers very well and like the script you sell and smile at every producer you meet and speak forevermore or hold thy tongue.