dear if i diary,
if i looked at you once, it was an accident. if i looked at you more than once, it was accidentally on purpose. if i let you speak to me, it was to make sure we haven't spoken before. if i spoke back to you, it is because you interested me in some insignificant way. if i laughed, really laughed, then you made my heart get warm. if i snarled, you made my bloodpressure rise. if i thought about you later, you left a lasting impression. if i could smell you on my skin, i loved you. if i told you to leave, it is because i wanted you to go. if i told you all those things i'd told you, it's because i wanted you to know. if i told you i liked the physical intimacy once shared, it was only when i thought my future was there. if i thought you'd been a five year one night stand, i'd at least found myself a big dick man.
if i looked at you once, it was an accident. if i looked at you more than once, it was accidentally on purpose. if i let you speak to me, it was to make sure we haven't spoken before. if i spoke back to you, it is because you interested me in some insignificant way. if i laughed, really laughed, then you made my heart get warm. if i snarled, you made my bloodpressure rise. if i thought about you later, you left a lasting impression. if i could smell you on my skin, i loved you. if i told you to leave, it is because i wanted you to go. if i told you all those things i'd told you, it's because i wanted you to know. if i told you i liked the physical intimacy once shared, it was only when i thought my future was there. if i thought you'd been a five year one night stand, i'd at least found myself a big dick man.
