January 5, 2012

living in the shaded area

dear darkness that dominates the universe and controls my diary,

darkness will extinguish all lights forever. if you think of darkness not so much as a noun, but a proper noun, well then darkness takes on a whole new meaning doesn't it?  so now if someone were to say to me again, "you have gone to the 'dark' side," i am no longer so upset by that like i was before because i know they just mean i have "stepped into a world they know nothing about," and are prolly unwilling to learn. while it is true we all make our own choices, sometimes our choices make us. making friends with the darkness is a skill and i suppose helps to have some dumb luck. not one person will ever know everything, so nobody will ever truly live in the light. i know enough for now.