dear first thursday out of the lake diary,
well, it turned out to be an awesome day. i couldn't have asked for more. i don't know who i would have asked anyway. a busy day every once in a while is good for me. i need the emotional stimulation. i always take the heat from not getting on my feet. sometimes i just sit and cry. i am so relieved and overcome by the comfort of my life, yet there is so much equal parts of sadness and joy. it is hard not to be grateful for all that i have but yet seems greedy to want more. i love my boat. i love how it floats. i just want to share my boat with someone who enjoys my water.
well, it turned out to be an awesome day. i couldn't have asked for more. i don't know who i would have asked anyway. a busy day every once in a while is good for me. i need the emotional stimulation. i always take the heat from not getting on my feet. sometimes i just sit and cry. i am so relieved and overcome by the comfort of my life, yet there is so much equal parts of sadness and joy. it is hard not to be grateful for all that i have but yet seems greedy to want more. i love my boat. i love how it floats. i just want to share my boat with someone who enjoys my water.
