dear going back diary,
i wonder if there will ever be a time i will feel normal again. gosh i hope not. i love the extra motivation and spring in my step, not to mention the cash. i never thought being a whore was actually going to pay off, but it did. and there wasn't much sex to it. i mean there was kinda in the beginning- but it sure didn't last long. i think that is why i never felt the guilt. there wasn't time. nothing that lasted 9 seconds could cause guilt- could it? it did- FIVE YEARS LATER- but it also did something else. secured my future- without a marriage. in fact, i bet ima get more outta the time i spent with the little dick fucker than his wife will, in the end. when it's all said and done. and that is the work of Karma. and i can't get enough of that. clink clink- it's a toast- want butter on it? you know you need lubrication- i don't. ima squirter. i get wet really easy. i am wet now. and i am tired. that and income taxes are great. it would suck to pay.
i wonder if there will ever be a time i will feel normal again. gosh i hope not. i love the extra motivation and spring in my step, not to mention the cash. i never thought being a whore was actually going to pay off, but it did. and there wasn't much sex to it. i mean there was kinda in the beginning- but it sure didn't last long. i think that is why i never felt the guilt. there wasn't time. nothing that lasted 9 seconds could cause guilt- could it? it did- FIVE YEARS LATER- but it also did something else. secured my future- without a marriage. in fact, i bet ima get more outta the time i spent with the little dick fucker than his wife will, in the end. when it's all said and done. and that is the work of Karma. and i can't get enough of that. clink clink- it's a toast- want butter on it? you know you need lubrication- i don't. ima squirter. i get wet really easy. i am wet now. and i am tired. that and income taxes are great. it would suck to pay.
