dear the severe and unintentional impact diary,
one thing i never intended with my blogging was to ever have any kind of meaningful impact on any ones life. i do this to vent quietly. i have been wondering what makes people like reading these and what makes people hate reading these- and what makes people continue reading if they hate them as much as they claim to. then to take the time to email me- and tell me how much you despise me? but i get just as many cool emails as well- the invites to come visit other countries- the solicitations for sex- my stomach drops thinking about some of them. but what really blows my mind- is the boldness people seem to have in their contact with me. it might seem as if i know you when i am posting away in my diary- but i can assure you- i prolly don't. unless we've had court dates- or been married- really- i'm sure we prolly don't know each other- i don't get out much. you may think you know me- butcha don't. so i dunno what ur gunna do- but it ain't me so...
one thing i never intended with my blogging was to ever have any kind of meaningful impact on any ones life. i do this to vent quietly. i have been wondering what makes people like reading these and what makes people hate reading these- and what makes people continue reading if they hate them as much as they claim to. then to take the time to email me- and tell me how much you despise me? but i get just as many cool emails as well- the invites to come visit other countries- the solicitations for sex- my stomach drops thinking about some of them. but what really blows my mind- is the boldness people seem to have in their contact with me. it might seem as if i know you when i am posting away in my diary- but i can assure you- i prolly don't. unless we've had court dates- or been married- really- i'm sure we prolly don't know each other- i don't get out much. you may think you know me- butcha don't. so i dunno what ur gunna do- but it ain't me so...
