March 30, 2011

my baby- grewed up

dear things change and i don't even change them diary,

now i have forgotten what it was i was fixin to write about. something changed. what was it. fuck if i know. oh yeah. i got the mail today and a letter. it said my kid (prince william) was getting ready to turn eighteen and my child support would stop. finally. i can quit payin their rent. what a fucking relief that will be. i tried to stop the child support when he went to stay with his dad- but that is much more difficult than just writing the letter and making calls. we figured by the time we'd get it all done- well- he'd be emancipating anyway- so we'd do it our way- and i'd just pay his rent. it all does come out in the wash i suppose- but the clothes are never clean at the same time. i am always broke when the child support comes- and it always breaks me to pay his rent- and my mortgage too. i love my ex-husband and i am so glad we are friends and his girlfriend is so badass. i wouldn't change a thing between them or us right now- and i'm glad william is becoming a man.