reduce, reuse & recycle

dear i dunno if i would even if i could diary,

i might. it depends on how hard up i was. i am just really glad i ain't hard up now. at this age, being hard up would be a terrible place to find myself. but i do like the way my stomach looks since i had the liposuction. it's cute. it sure looks a whole lot better with my legs up in the air. i can tell it could still look a bunch better too- if i would exercise- but i'd rather just go get more sucked out- if you wanna know the truth. oh fuck tho- man that shit hurt. i just remembered that. fuck me i wanted to die. i betcha its better than gettin sliced from hip to hip. i kept my stretch marks- and i'm glad i did. one of them tummy tucks would have prolly killed me. i never had any big surgeries- so i went with the liposuction- cuz that was big enough. people die from that too. the one thing i regret is not having them shoot that fat they sucked out of my belly into my butt or boobs. that would be recycling to the exTreme, redistributing that little extra- and putin it where it should be... sounds like a plan to me.