April 15, 2011

it was cute tho

dear you have nothing to worry about diary,

the intense pain of unresolved issues can often result in bad decisions and mistakes and ongoing stress- which causes heart disease and tooth decay. maybe i have been in the wrong field of expertise. i wouldn't be human if i didn't feel a twinge of humility when i torture myself with the questions of what could have been. i put you through allot- i loved you- i didn't want to lose you- i lost you anyway. i wanted you all to myself. i knew i could make you happy. but to realize i never made you happy in the first place. to know you were still looking when you said you'd found me and your dick is so tiny? i'd never seen one so small.