April 2, 2011

it was a just canoe too, btw

dear falling over sideways diary,

injured, alone, walking beach side- i can see you in the future. i think your boat sank some time before my window into your coming days. you'll be okay after the period of grief ends. you asked me once if i would tell you how it would all turn out. well, i just did. took me long enough huh? i keep the curtains drawn- pulled tightly closed- knowin what i'll be missin out on- i don't wanna know. at the moment you die- you lose an average weight of 21 grams- so it is thought that the soul weighs approximately that much. i would guesstimate that your soul weighs a considerate amount less-  like somewhere in the neighborhood of 8 grams. i would assume your boat didn't sink because you were on it. you prolly watched it from ashore. you aren't man enough to go down with your vessel.