dear shut the fuck up diary,
i just would not shut up last night. that is all i did was talk talk talk. i even had the dogs barking once. i was babbling so damn much i don't even remember what i was saying. i was starting to get pissed OFF. how do you shut yourself UP? do you just wake up and have the conversation to appease yourself? find out what's goin on? deal with it? then return to sleep? what can i do to help? shakes of mercy. ima start tying a bandanna- a scarf around my head- a fucking sock in my mouth, it gives me the willies. it would be cool if i were blurting out the lotto numbers for tonight. but no. nope. or, or, or, the next top tweet on twitter. nope. or- my next topic for the blog post... which undeniably i prolly did and cant remember. this has to change. please people. i need ideas. help me shut up at night. you are helping so much during the waking hours- now help me when i sleep.
i just would not shut up last night. that is all i did was talk talk talk. i even had the dogs barking once. i was babbling so damn much i don't even remember what i was saying. i was starting to get pissed OFF. how do you shut yourself UP? do you just wake up and have the conversation to appease yourself? find out what's goin on? deal with it? then return to sleep? what can i do to help? shakes of mercy. ima start tying a bandanna- a scarf around my head- a fucking sock in my mouth, it gives me the willies. it would be cool if i were blurting out the lotto numbers for tonight. but no. nope. or, or, or, the next top tweet on twitter. nope. or- my next topic for the blog post... which undeniably i prolly did and cant remember. this has to change. please people. i need ideas. help me shut up at night. you are helping so much during the waking hours- now help me when i sleep.
