dear re-evaluation diary,
my trip home from the rat store has caused me cause for alarm- in a sense. it's like this. mmmm kay. either really old crusty men look at me- or young boys are drooling over me and i dunno, what am i doing wrong here. i am not trying to 'send the signal' to either one. what's up with this? i can almost get the old men on the count of my t-shirt smell the other day- but that was ONE shirt. ok- there was the other shirt too that kinda stunk like head so maybe TWO SHIRTS TOPS. i think it's cuz my kid lived in them for a whole week once- i dunno. i don't care- that is behind me now- they've soaked in tide. the young boys thing- they all like me cuz i'm so 'cool,' and they wish i was THEIR mom. i'm not so cool when i sleep 16 of 24 hours in a day now am i? be quiet- i'm sleeping. i do prefer men older, if i had to fill out a questionnaire, and wiser, and calmer and collected and respected. someone whom i could trust and lust and just look after. someone to never ignore- someone to be their favorite whore. i don't want to be whistled at like a bird anymore.
my trip home from the rat store has caused me cause for alarm- in a sense. it's like this. mmmm kay. either really old crusty men look at me- or young boys are drooling over me and i dunno, what am i doing wrong here. i am not trying to 'send the signal' to either one. what's up with this? i can almost get the old men on the count of my t-shirt smell the other day- but that was ONE shirt. ok- there was the other shirt too that kinda stunk like head so maybe TWO SHIRTS TOPS. i think it's cuz my kid lived in them for a whole week once- i dunno. i don't care- that is behind me now- they've soaked in tide. the young boys thing- they all like me cuz i'm so 'cool,' and they wish i was THEIR mom. i'm not so cool when i sleep 16 of 24 hours in a day now am i? be quiet- i'm sleeping. i do prefer men older, if i had to fill out a questionnaire, and wiser, and calmer and collected and respected. someone whom i could trust and lust and just look after. someone to never ignore- someone to be their favorite whore. i don't want to be whistled at like a bird anymore.
