dear giving up all hope early diary,
in the past, i have found for me- it is best to just give up as early as possible so when the cutoff time does roll on by- it wont be so dramatic. i'm thinking if i start to throw my big fit now- by 2PM it should be almost over and i finally get started with my day. man i am so STUPID. i just wish they would write you a little rejection card and send it in the mail and be like, "high, we didnt call you because you are ugly, have a flat ass, and because- you were the 49th most boring person we saw that day- oh and you should lose about 20 pounds before we ever need to see you again. thanks for coming." at least then i'd know what to work on. ima take a bath i suppose. that usually helps dissolve the tension. little ms. becky is sleeping so peacefully. how i would love to fold my little arms and legs up under me and let all my worries float away. i love her.
in the past, i have found for me- it is best to just give up as early as possible so when the cutoff time does roll on by- it wont be so dramatic. i'm thinking if i start to throw my big fit now- by 2PM it should be almost over and i finally get started with my day. man i am so STUPID. i just wish they would write you a little rejection card and send it in the mail and be like, "high, we didnt call you because you are ugly, have a flat ass, and because- you were the 49th most boring person we saw that day- oh and you should lose about 20 pounds before we ever need to see you again. thanks for coming." at least then i'd know what to work on. ima take a bath i suppose. that usually helps dissolve the tension. little ms. becky is sleeping so peacefully. how i would love to fold my little arms and legs up under me and let all my worries float away. i love her.
