May 23, 2011

stay in my belly bitch bug

dear you got that funky face feeling diary,

remembering how to kiss is like riding a bike- i'm hoping. it has been a year and five months since my last one and it was strange and awkward and kiss that should never of happened. i wont kiss a client. it's in the contract. i've gone longer in between kisses- so i ain't really worried- but i am worried. if i never do kiss again though, i have becky to kiss- and the grump- both of which are excellent kissers. i do miss that feeling in my stomach- the butterflies. they flew far away and prolly never will return. i do so much envy those who can find them and keep the butterflies. i had them for a long time once, longer than i'd ever had them before. that should have been a warning sign. don't worms turn into butterflies anyway?