dear thunder makes me remember things diary,
i have a memory. i don't like it, but it works when it wants. thunder triggers things to come back that are court ordered to be put away. funny how mother nature trumps the court. it was the rainy mornings he would troll around and catch me off guard. oh who am i trying to lie to, it was every morning this bitch trolled around, but the rainy mornings made it worse for me because that's when i'm ready for love. now it's raining again and i got that feeling, but not so much as for love in general and the sweetness of it. even though it turns sour, when it is good- it is good. i have my girl to hold on to, to touch and love, to squeeze, to cry on, to bleed out my heart to, and she gives it all back- thankfully- my becky. my beautiful becky. at least she is not afraid of me. goodnight sweet thunder. goodnight sweet thoughts of a morning love.
i have a memory. i don't like it, but it works when it wants. thunder triggers things to come back that are court ordered to be put away. funny how mother nature trumps the court. it was the rainy mornings he would troll around and catch me off guard. oh who am i trying to lie to, it was every morning this bitch trolled around, but the rainy mornings made it worse for me because that's when i'm ready for love. now it's raining again and i got that feeling, but not so much as for love in general and the sweetness of it. even though it turns sour, when it is good- it is good. i have my girl to hold on to, to touch and love, to squeeze, to cry on, to bleed out my heart to, and she gives it all back- thankfully- my becky. my beautiful becky. at least she is not afraid of me. goodnight sweet thunder. goodnight sweet thoughts of a morning love.
