dear if you see me diary,
if you're driving along and see me walking, don't stop. if you see me sitting on a bench waiting on a bus that you saw turn over and blow up, don't save me any time- let me sit there and wait. if you know an asteroid will fall to earth and hit my house, don't warn me. if i drop a million dollar unclaimed lottery ticket and you happen to find it, keep it and live large, i would. if you get the world's ugliest MOST RETARDED dog and name it 'trixie,' i promise i wont mind, i don't even want to know. i don't want to look outside and see you driving by. i have enough reasons inside here that make me fucking cry. if you were the only one who could ever understand what i said, i would demand you find a gun and fill its chamber with lead.
