dear by the way diary,
i never molested my children, but sometimes i thought about turning myself in for therapy. i mean really, i never did anything technically improper to my boys, but their skin tasted so good in my mouth some nights after i would give them a bath and when i was putting on their pajamas and then i would kiss a toe and then two toes and then the heel and then the foot and i dunno. and then i felt awful doing it to just one of the boys- i need to be fair in showing affection- so i'd get the other one out of the tub and dry him off and diaper his ass and start in on his feet and little toes and knees and before i'd know it- we'd be covered in slobber and laughing and all wore out. so when harry was eleven we finally stopped doing that- no i'm just kidding. when they started walking we stopped doing that- but i sure miss that and i cant wait. so i just wanted to explain that. openly.
i never molested my children, but sometimes i thought about turning myself in for therapy. i mean really, i never did anything technically improper to my boys, but their skin tasted so good in my mouth some nights after i would give them a bath and when i was putting on their pajamas and then i would kiss a toe and then two toes and then the heel and then the foot and i dunno. and then i felt awful doing it to just one of the boys- i need to be fair in showing affection- so i'd get the other one out of the tub and dry him off and diaper his ass and start in on his feet and little toes and knees and before i'd know it- we'd be covered in slobber and laughing and all wore out. so when harry was eleven we finally stopped doing that- no i'm just kidding. when they started walking we stopped doing that- but i sure miss that and i cant wait. so i just wanted to explain that. openly.
