dear bringing me up to speed diary,
it will always be hard to understand why things happen the way they happen sometimes, but if you just sit back and accept them- swallow down the medicine you are given, it'll make the pain go away. that is what medication is for anyway- to make things better- right? so that's why we all go see the doctor. i'm glad i ain't a doctor. i ain't a very good puzzle master. figuring out things was never my strongest suite. i can follow the ball, but i never can seem to get it through the fucking hoop. i ain't a basketball player either- it turns out. i cant play football and last time i played baseball- i passed out when the ball came flying towards me. space and time- time and space- i know i fit in somewhere. it will still be more harder for some than others to figure out why things happen the way they happen, especially when some may have the inner powers to change them, but thank goodness there will always be the medicine to make the sting less.
