dear baking gently diary,
i haven't felt like blogging much the last few weeks. it would be a lie to say i haven't been myself lately, because i have, i've just come to peace with the whole reasoning behind the existence for this blog in the first place. for the moment, i no longer feel the drive and hourly determination to spread the word because i know the word has already been spread. sometimes i wish i could step back into time about six years, even just for a few seconds. i would you know, step back there. i would warn many people so they too would not waste these years of their life- wondering. then maybe all these years later i wouldn't be looked upon as the retarded whore who waited for the roast that never quite got done.
i haven't felt like blogging much the last few weeks. it would be a lie to say i haven't been myself lately, because i have, i've just come to peace with the whole reasoning behind the existence for this blog in the first place. for the moment, i no longer feel the drive and hourly determination to spread the word because i know the word has already been spread. sometimes i wish i could step back into time about six years, even just for a few seconds. i would you know, step back there. i would warn many people so they too would not waste these years of their life- wondering. then maybe all these years later i wouldn't be looked upon as the retarded whore who waited for the roast that never quite got done.
