September 14, 2011

something i can stick to

dear one way only diary,

the only way to get a peek down my shirt is to pay the toll. i have to draw the line somewhere. i suggest protective eye wear, and or headgear for extra protection. what is next? face to face. next think you know... you gotta go... it's a long way to the rock if you don't know how to roll. when i rolled, i used a machine and when i find myself rolling now, i still do. i find the end result is more uniform and easier to handle. i wish we could put turmoil from our daily life into a rolling machine and uniformly roll up the big battles and smoke those when the lights are on and you're not home. sometimes i can hear a bell ringing off in the distance in my head and often wonder if it might be a phone waiting for me to answer. i never pick it up because i never want to answer and i never want to find out what i may have (or may not have) missed. don't bother leaving a voicemail because i wont listen to that either.