dear fuckers in my house diary,
i am totally and completely awake now. i don't want to be, but i am. i think i come here to my blog mostly to escape from the trenches of my household. i live in a war zone. true enough, there are no guns shooting or bombs going off, but the words here tear through a soul worse than any sword ever could. it's hard being happy about things in a dismal atmosphere, but it can be done because i do it everyday. while my body resides here, my mind and heart have a different address. if you catch me looking kind of disorientated, well- it's because i am. sometimes i just like to see how things will eventually be in my near future.
i am totally and completely awake now. i don't want to be, but i am. i think i come here to my blog mostly to escape from the trenches of my household. i live in a war zone. true enough, there are no guns shooting or bombs going off, but the words here tear through a soul worse than any sword ever could. it's hard being happy about things in a dismal atmosphere, but it can be done because i do it everyday. while my body resides here, my mind and heart have a different address. if you catch me looking kind of disorientated, well- it's because i am. sometimes i just like to see how things will eventually be in my near future.
