November 5, 2011

the truth about being sad

dear more than one use diary,

the decision has been made. i'm only writing in my blog to chronicle some of the changes i have witnessed and wasted over my life. i am in no way trying to save the world, lead anyone to the promise land, or bend the reality of any thought or perception, but not having any naps yesterday has brought me to now. the unibomber is pissed off today. the unibomber is pissed everyday. have you ever known anyone who was mad ALL the time? have you ever known anyone who feels like the whole world is out to fuck them? have you ever known anyone who makes you want to be a better person to make up for them being so mean? if you ever wondered, i was born a happy whore. i lived a happy childhood. i had a happy life. then, smack in the middle, i found a reason to give it all back and now i'll prolly spend the rest of my life making a fool of myself to make others happy. because it seems- that is the only way i will ever be happy again.