dear yay is today diary,
while looking to the future, sometimes it pains me terribly when all i see is snippets of the past. i hear echoes of what has brought me to here and sometimes i smile. most of the time my inside smiles are upside down because that is what the past did to me- it turned everything upside down. i believe the very first milestone i reached was when i realized- it wasn't the day that made it a 'yay.' i cant let the past bother me, after all, it is no longer just my past. i have a clear path to the future now- with beautiful people and places who wait for me to arrive, this may be the first whole day i am happy to be alive.
while looking to the future, sometimes it pains me terribly when all i see is snippets of the past. i hear echoes of what has brought me to here and sometimes i smile. most of the time my inside smiles are upside down because that is what the past did to me- it turned everything upside down. i believe the very first milestone i reached was when i realized- it wasn't the day that made it a 'yay.' i cant let the past bother me, after all, it is no longer just my past. i have a clear path to the future now- with beautiful people and places who wait for me to arrive, this may be the first whole day i am happy to be alive.
