November 12, 2011

sticker bush

dear needing reminded diary,

there are those times i need poked a bit. it helps me to finish a thought when i quit thinking once in a while. for certain there are those times. i try and follow the rules but i dunno why i find it so hard, so when i find myself challenged- i just sit here or there or wherever i'm at. deep inside i know it's my turn, but i don't want to go. excited about things, yes that's me, i just don't know how else i can be.