dear shower of broken stars diary,
i didn't get to see the meteor shower tonight, but i stayed inside and never bothered to go out and look for it either. what do you think i missed anyway? there is prolly a whole other world out there behind those clouds. i don't look for proof anymore because i feel as if i already know the answer. what good does it do to seek proof either way? it isn't like it will change anything and i cant change anything. knowing isn't always the best policy and if you ask around i'll just betcha there are people who'd agree with me. i won a telescope once and i should have kept that son of a bitch. i can think of two genuine reasons now i would have had a reason to use that sixteen hundred dollar apparatus.
i didn't get to see the meteor shower tonight, but i stayed inside and never bothered to go out and look for it either. what do you think i missed anyway? there is prolly a whole other world out there behind those clouds. i don't look for proof anymore because i feel as if i already know the answer. what good does it do to seek proof either way? it isn't like it will change anything and i cant change anything. knowing isn't always the best policy and if you ask around i'll just betcha there are people who'd agree with me. i won a telescope once and i should have kept that son of a bitch. i can think of two genuine reasons now i would have had a reason to use that sixteen hundred dollar apparatus.
