January 1, 2012

bi-polar maya indians

dear doomsday diary,

part of my mind thinks it could happen, what the maya indians predicted over 4000 years ago, but part of me says, 'what the fuck ever.' then there is that other part of me that believes in everything that keeps saying, 'why wouldn't you believe?' i mean who cares that the galaxy will lineup? does it really mean anything that the sun and milky way will be perfectly aligned on december 21, 2012? stars and planets have lined up with the sun before and we've not had a cosmic outcome. i know that i need something to believe in, maybe the mayans did too when they made up all this calendar bullshit. maybe i used to be a maya indian and that is why all of this is so damn intriguing to me. i don't know, but what i do know is right now we are amidst a polar shift. it is happening right now and you cant feel it, but i can. if you don't believe me- check out the earthquake yesterday.