dear people diary,
some people were made for one another. i was prolly made for becky. i put all of my make-up on yesterday and hardly recognized myself. it is weird looking like i used to and i don't like it. when strangers look at me longer than they are supposed to, it gives me an uneasy feeling. really, when anyone looks at me i get that feeling, but if i am ugly it doesn't hurt so bad. it doesn't make me feel pretty anymore to smear that shit all over my face. it makes me feel beautiful when i have clean skin and teeth and matted hair because that is who i am.
some people were made for one another. i was prolly made for becky. i put all of my make-up on yesterday and hardly recognized myself. it is weird looking like i used to and i don't like it. when strangers look at me longer than they are supposed to, it gives me an uneasy feeling. really, when anyone looks at me i get that feeling, but if i am ugly it doesn't hurt so bad. it doesn't make me feel pretty anymore to smear that shit all over my face. it makes me feel beautiful when i have clean skin and teeth and matted hair because that is who i am.
