dear morton's salt diary,
when it rains, it did pour. i kept dry tho. i did not do allot of walking on the streets tonight. rosa was tired. she needed a newport. all i had was a marlboro. i was a marlboro girl at the state fair in 1987. i gave away sample packs of cigarettes all over the fairgrounds- but i also kept more than i gave away. i didn't buy cigarettes until after halloween that year. i met allot of guys that summer too, but i already had a boyfriend and i didnt know about cheating back then. oh if i could turn back time y'all. i'd be a big ole hoe. why not. i was a tease and this time- i would please. i don't know what ima do the rest of the day today. i know what i would like to do if i had only one wish. but i have multiple wishes. i have a whole world of wishes. but i don't want those wishes. i only want one. three years ago today i went to disneyworld and i was so sick. the daytona 500 was going on and it was so dead there- we had the whole park to ourselves, but i was so ill. i spent allot of the day on the phone and blowing my nose and sitting in the sun- wishing tinkerbell would come and grant me one wish. then the next day at cocoa beach- i looked all over for a jeannie in a bottle- for yet another wish- no luck on that either. i believe in magic. i do. i have to. because sometimes there is nothing else to believe in. people suck. you cant believe in anyone but yourself. i learned that the hard way.
when it rains, it did pour. i kept dry tho. i did not do allot of walking on the streets tonight. rosa was tired. she needed a newport. all i had was a marlboro. i was a marlboro girl at the state fair in 1987. i gave away sample packs of cigarettes all over the fairgrounds- but i also kept more than i gave away. i didn't buy cigarettes until after halloween that year. i met allot of guys that summer too, but i already had a boyfriend and i didnt know about cheating back then. oh if i could turn back time y'all. i'd be a big ole hoe. why not. i was a tease and this time- i would please. i don't know what ima do the rest of the day today. i know what i would like to do if i had only one wish. but i have multiple wishes. i have a whole world of wishes. but i don't want those wishes. i only want one. three years ago today i went to disneyworld and i was so sick. the daytona 500 was going on and it was so dead there- we had the whole park to ourselves, but i was so ill. i spent allot of the day on the phone and blowing my nose and sitting in the sun- wishing tinkerbell would come and grant me one wish. then the next day at cocoa beach- i looked all over for a jeannie in a bottle- for yet another wish- no luck on that either. i believe in magic. i do. i have to. because sometimes there is nothing else to believe in. people suck. you cant believe in anyone but yourself. i learned that the hard way.
